With me or Without me

by Sofie1991   Oct 23, 2008


Baby I don't know what to say
I miss you so much and I need you
But on the other hand
I dont miss you and I hate you
Why is that?
It is because of you
You say you dont know what to do
You dont know if you wanna be with me anymore
Then how can I miss you?

Is it so hard to find out if you really do love and miss me
with some small part of your heart?
If we cant be together next week
I dont know if I can take it anymore
It is to hard for me
And you dont understand me
When I say I cant wait for months to see you
Can you?

Can we save this relationship?
Or shall I just stop trying?
I cant do this alone
I need your help
Just tell me if you dont want to try anymore
I dont need you so much that I would die.
Can you live without me?

I am sure you can
I can live without you to
I will be so very sad to end this
But I will come over it
Because it is not my fault
I have done what I can
A small part of me wants to end this
I can decide it for you when we see next week
You have to think for your self
I am tired of this
Everybody thinks I am crazy
Am I crazy because I stay with you?

Why did this relationship even go to far?
We dont see each other very much
We dont do very much together
What do we have together?
I dont know if I can keep this going
And ether do you
You think I am cheating
But why should I?
I dont want to cheat on you
Yes once I did kiss a boy
but we werent together at the time
and you werent nice to me back then
But have you ever cheated on me
Or are you doing It right now?

I shouldnt have to feel this way
I hate how I am right now
Believe me
But I also want you to love me
Even if I change a bit
Because some place I am still me
And if you love me
You wouldnt want me to change back
I just dont understand you
You hurt me so many times and you have broken me hard to many times
So it is your call
What do you want?
To be with me or Without me?

- Sofie 2008

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