It's like my life is fading, all my friends and family disappear. They never even got to say good-bye. the losing of my grandmother and both of the great grandparents really took a toll on my soul. And the prospect of losing my brother feels like it could be the end. Slowing drifting from the man that I love and from my best friend on this world, feels like I'm slowly drifting to hell. My body is still here, but my mind is slowing dissipating...
