Ive never cared this type of caring before
It hurts when I see your blank face
It hurts even more
When I turn away
Abandoning you like you would never do
Ive never had this kind of friend before
It aches when silence overcomes us
It throbs when silence is who we are
Yet through the silence
There are words
Ive never controlled anyone like this before
It stings when I lie
It feels perfect when I'm numb
In the manipulated world of my bliss
Not yours
Ive never loved this kind of love before
Its the kind where you can't turn away
Even though you don't want to look
