Without you here

The ending doesn't seem right
this isn't the way it was meant to be
i missed the chance so many times
forgot to tell you what you mean to me

it's not your company
i miss each day
i thought the love we shared
could never go away

did you forget to read my letter
did i tell you something wrong?
i didn't mean to say it
you've been gone away too long

i need you more then ever
this time to hold my hand
guess it's too late to explain it
because you can never understand

theres pictures of us in albums
those are always kept hidden
hurts to think of all the memories
almost like now they're all forbidden

i cry myself to sleep
because your comfort has gone away
it scares me more then ever
waking up without you every day

you promised me forever
thats one you'll never break
guess when you said forever
it wasn't just a mistake

i cried for days after you left
screaming every night
waiting for it to get better
couldn't see the light

you promised me forever
i thought it was just a lie
maybe to you it meant nothing
but now i can never say goodbye

i waited to forget you
for the memories to fade away
then i realized they weren't going
not if i was going to stay

baby i know you can't read it now
the letter that i wrote
i just wanted to let you know that
without you in this universe
I'd never be able to cope