In the end

I was only trying to help
but you wouldn't answer my call
couldn't you hear me screaming
did my pain affect you at all?

was i just another girl
was there a limit to what we could be
i wanted things to work
that's what you said you wanted with me

you talked about cuddles and kisses
about love and you and me
so unsure at first
but always convinced by you I'd agree

i didn't realize there was only so much
that eventually it would have to end
as much as i tried to detach myself
it was more then anything else could mend

its like rehab over and over
every time you say you want me back
I'm sick of finalizing these ending's
like slow but vicious attacks

its not OK I'm with him now
i learned enough to know whats wrong
it hurts seeing you with her now
though i know it won't last very long

even though i knew you would hurt me
i took the risk again
I'm stopping all the pain now
time for the tears to come to an end

I'm taking back the anger
and saying I'll be your friend
knowing it would happen
didn't help the pain caused in the end