Not while I'm around (rap)

Here I am, two years down that brotherly path,
Trying to scratch my way through the angering wrath.
On my way up, I found the part of me I was missing.
A sister, who keeps in line, and outta most dissing.
But lately, I've seen that you wanna loose conscience's,
So you can pass away. But your not goin, you aint on dis list.
As your adopted brother, I am taking full responsibility,
In protecting you from everything, even hostility.
Trust me sis, I'm not about to let you leave.
That Im trying to get you to believe.
When Im gone by eminem, you send me via email,
I'd rather be arrested then you die. Even if not there be'a bail.
Right now your in school, and I'm here worrying about you.
Hoping you'd be fine, and hoping your happiness will sprout too.
I'm sorry about what I did, and what I may later do,
Cause your stayin on earth, no matter what I go through.
No chorus this time, sorry about the disappointment,
Im scheduled for checkin on you, at a 3:15 appointment.

*Harlea read this carefully*