Suicide

I want to die
just over one little lie

I loved him with all my heart
now I'm sitten here torn apart

I cant go on with my life
sitting here fixing to cut with this knife

I know this is wrong
but if i do this my soul can go on

I dont want to keep this pain
all its doing is driving me insane

I cut my self so deep
my hole body started to get weak

I tried to fix my problems with this blade
My eyes started to turn from brown to grey

The more I touch, the less i feel
As the blood drips, I knew this was real

Im getting numb and fading out
Please dont ever forget me and what I was all about

Just know i was conditioned to die
I love you always goodbye

~just a poem. has nothing to do with real life.