What is a last name? Something that doesn't define who you truly are I hope. I hope it means something good. Because according to my birth certificate it states that I am Huitzilin Naima Herrera-Sobal.
But what does that really mean anyway? I know my dad wouldn't tell me, nor my mom. And I have traced all my relatives to see if they knew what my name means. Nothing.
Well, maybe its for the best. Maybe I am not meant to find out what it really means. Maybe there is a large secret that is being kept and I am not allowed to find out yet. Or maybe not even at all. Is there something I am supposed to know but I can't? Why aren't they telling me?!
Am I a bad person for wanting to find out what my last name really means? Well, you tell me. Because I want to know. I don't care if I drive myself mad trying to find it. Unless you feel like telling me. If you won't let me find out more.
