I sit here and think bout the moments we had
even though they're now gone I still don't feel sad
with years of misery, and days full of pain
I thought if you left me Id have nothing to gain
But now that seems so distant, those feelings have changed
I have no sleepless nights, and no tears from being estranged
Its like hazy memory in my mind,
how sad I cant even remember our last good time
It all seems so far away
its like my feelings disappeared in that one single day
I mean its not like I don't love you, its not like I don't care
its just now I don't need you or even want you to be there
I guess you could say I'm numb, I'm not sure of what I should feel
all I know is that this thing were going through has got to be real
since I haven't talked with you in days, and it doesn't hurt me one bit
before I'd be crying and throwing a fit
But I'm happy to say now, I'm doing just fine
no tears or heartache will come from this body of mine
I'm done with it all, I'm ready for a new start
I'm ready for whats ahead now that were apart.
