She wasn't my girl...

You call me late in the morning
asking me if i was awake
you told me you needed to see me
so you came

i open the door
you stood still and didn't move
i was still tired
but you were wide awake

we talked
we hung out
we were just friends
if that's how it is

you hold on to my arms
when ever we go shopping
you would lay next to me
as if we were in love

you would want me to sneak out with you
together far from home
you would stay up late with me
as if you don't want me to fall asleep

you would hug me when ever your excited
as if I'm someone special to you
you would tell me everything
things that a friend shouldn't know

you would cry next to me
knowing I'll have tissues for you
you would fall asleep at my place
as if it's your own home

i would buy you a grand birthday present
which i normally wouldn't do
you would repay me with a hug
like the one you receive when your in love

you would yell at me
as if I'm your boyfriend
you would ignore me forever
as if I'm someone important to you

you would feed me food
as if I'm the one
you would wipe my mouth for me
as if you don't want me to be dirty

you would dress me up nicely
as if you were making me into someone
you would smile brightly for me
as if you were in love with me

all these events and feelings
were just part of you gaming
you treat me so weird
as if I'm not a friend

who am i to you?
why do you treat me like this?
you rejected me already
but you still hold on to me tightly

you told me you never liked me once
you told me I'm just a friend
but why all these feelings?
why all those tears falling?

your not my girl
but you treat me like your man
I'm not your one
but you can never let me go

so why?...
can you tell me?
why?
do you not really like me?