UNWANTED BY YU

How can yu do this to me?...yu hurtin me & yu dnt even kare...wat did ii do to deserve this pain yu puttin me thru...?..am ii not g0od enough for yu?...yu was never there for me wen ii needed yu...wen ii needed a father-figure yu was NEVER there...yu dnt even kno me...yu come home && yell like yu dnt have no sense...it even hurtz to look at yu...not once in my 17 yearz of livin have ii heard yu say.."im proud of yu babygrl"..or "ii love yu"...yu wasn't here to lecture me bout boiiz...the world...ii had to learn on my own..yu was never by my side guidin me..showin the difference between right or wrong...yu never experience my joy..my sorrowz..my success...bcux of yu im so insecure bout myself...ii dnt trust boiiz wit my heart bcux if im not good enuff for yu how can ii be good enuff for anybody else...yu not consider my father anymore but jus a man that brought me into this kold world..this world full of hatred...yu will not walk me down the aisle wen ii get married to the person that is gunna love me for me && give me the thingz yu wasn't able to do...
But thru it all...ii forgive yu...ii forgive for not bein the father yu shuld be...ii forgive yu...not bcux yu win or bcux im weak but bcux im strong enuff to let yu go..bcux if ii aint forgive yu ii wuldnt be there person ii became to be right now...im stronger than ii ever thought ii was...ii forgive yu...forgive but dnt forget...hope yu have a nice life bcux this girl right here is lettin yu go...