Foolishly Selfish part 2.

I felt guilty for nothing.
I felt hurt for no reason.
I apologized to no one
who deserved it.

You were out there plotting
against me.
Waiting for the moment to strike
and devourer me whole.

Your arm tight around
her sensitive waist.
a horrible mocking noise
ringing in my ear.

How dare I!
How dare you?
masking in your sorrow
with a grin behind your lies.

I felt my own shame
as i carried your pain.
Since you are too self-indulgent
to feel your own remorse.

You couldn't handle letting me
win. You couldn't handle that someone
else might want me.
Might need me.

Its all about you now
Its always been about you
but that i have my self
to blame.

I was foolish but oh baby
this time i wasn't selfish