I was wrong

I pretended for you
But you didn't care
I hid every tear
Whenever you were there

Stopped all the scars
So when you were near
I didn't have to lie
And you didn't need to fear

But inside I fell apart
Because I was so alone
There was no one there
So I did what I won't condone

I hurt myself again
After oh so long
And the tears that flowed
Were oh so wrong

And then I cried and cried
With no hope to cease
I needed someone badly
But your brow I wouldn't crease

And then before I was able
To make a clear decision
Another person found me
And saw all my incisions

And I cried to her
Like to I had before to you
And I didn't feel better
Because of a though so new

I thought I was the weak one
The one that couldn't deal
But it was you all along
Who couldn't really feel.

*** dont really like this one but I haven't written in ages***please vote and comment*