When you look, you can't see
the real that's hiding inside me
all the lies and tears and broken hearts
that fill me up within
on the outside you don't think
that i'm leaning on the brink
of sheer insanity and unhappiness
where do i begin?
i'm so torn from all the years
of the pain, not hid with tears
i've been lying to myself
now i'm crying for your help
everyday that i spend
broken pieces i can't mend
leave me tossing and turning
they keep me up at night
all the memories of the days
living in all their separate ways
screaming love onto my arms
it can change if i'm alright
i'm so torn from all the years
of the pain, not hid with tears
i've been lying to myself
now i'm crying for your..
help me, i'm screaming
i'm trying but i'm dying
i feel helpless and hopeless
please help me get through this...
i'm so torn from all the years
all the pain, not hid with tears
i've been lying to myself
now i'm crying for your...
