Whats Happening to me??

Whats going on with in these walls
I fell depressed and yet i dont know why
Something is happening and i dont know what
Why do i fell this way
Why do i fell like i should cry
Why is everything so missed up

I fell sad
But yet Im happy
I fell alone
but yet there are some who are there.

What is going on with in these walls
Why am I felling this way
why do i not care?

All my life Ive been doing nothing
Ive been letting other chose for me
I was afraid and yet I dont care

My minds going away and soon I will be an empty shall
Who would be there when i take my last empty breath
My last empty thoughts

No one but the things i fear.
The things I have stand up to for time and time again
things that i swore would never have control

But I shall give them a feeding that i can not yet understand
Destruction oh how the word sounds
An evil little laugh goes off in these walls

Destruction is what they crave and is now what i crave
To destroy everything that has hurt me in so many ways
Beware to you all for the day will come

Not today and not tomorrow but soon my little pets
will break away form these little walls and soon they well feast
feast on everyone that has ever hurt me in so many ways.