Every Night

Every night I fight the urge to text you because I can't sit and wait for the texts that will never come. Every night I fight my head, and the dreams that come that are all about you. Every night I think about you. Every night I talk to a friend about you. Every night I wish upon a star and wish that you're thinking of me too. Every night I wonder if I mean anything to you. Every night I tell myself that I'm totally over you. Every night I tell myself that I don't need, love, or like you. And every night, I realize how much I have to lie to myself about you.