Ashamed

I smell the poison on your lips
See the tears from your eyes
See the broken dreams that shattered
And the little girl who cried

Who knew she'll do it
Who knew she'll be pushed so far
Now I feel so bad
What if I'm the reason for the scars

I was never there for her not once
And now i never can be there
She been pushed through so much
But no one never stopped or even cared

I was always the meanest from them all
It was my job to ask whats wrong
But still i ignored all her cries and
I thought she'll move on

So baby I stand in front of your dead body
Afraid to call the cops
I just wanted to know now why
Why all the tear and blood drops

I never knew you were hurting so bad
Never bothered to ask any questions
I should of been there for you
To help you from your depression

So here I am still starring at your dead body
sadly this is the closest to you i ever came
Most attention i ever gave to you
And thats probably the reason why i feel ashamed