Its an old one

If you want me to leave i was never here)))))))))))))

I feel transparent in your arms __

I no longer know any feeling but pain __

for awhile your words tasted sweet __

but once again i taste nothing __

i want to love you __

but love is a two way __

so insted of coming I'm going __

I'm dieng not growing __

I'm a rotten apple still rotting __

no tricks no plotting __

every second i decay __

for my death no delay __

i wish you felt something __

but i know the same nothing __

you'll grow and look back __

and see me still black __

i just wanted to live __

but now i must die __

for a thousand miles under __

my moldy body will lie __

i know you vary slight __

but i love you with all my might __

you will leave me like all the rest __

ill still think of you as the bast. __

but as i cut my wrist __

and release my tears __

ill yell F that man __

who told me to face my fears __

if you wish me gone i was never here __

if you wish me gone ill put back on my fake cheer __

if you would like me to vanish puff I'm not there __

but just remember i care__