Waking in the deepest of dark, sweat covered, hot as flames from the depths of the abyss yet cold to the touch.
Months have passed,never to go by a single day without wondering how you are? wishing to hold you looking into your eyes saying it'll be okay love.
For the passed 5 days my dreams are as clear as ice, seeing you.wanting you, not having you... Knowing somethings wrong and not right, every dreams the same, yet different not knowing what they mean.
I told you many moons ago I'll be there for you no matter what but it wasn't enough, In my dreams you are calling my name, hands held yet slipping from your finger tips...diamonds fall from your emerald eyes as rubies drip from my heart, this time no lies, I can see your pain.
Dreams are meaningful more so then actuality, I don't know what this means,wishing, hoping, desiring you. But as I walk into this light of perpetual love, wishing turns to holding, hoping to embracing and desire turns to ash... as I awaken and find myself once again wishing to sleep so I can fall in your love... in my dreams.
