Wondering??

I sit here wondering What would your little face look like?
Wondering if you would look like mommy or daddy?
I wonder What color eyes would you have?
Would they be Brown or green?
Would you be a boy or girl?
I'm sorry mommy's baby we didn't know?
I wonder if you woulda been cute?
But then I know because your daddy is cute.
I lost you in may.
I wish you woulda stayed.
I'm so sorry mommy's baby.
I think about you everyday.
loosing you was the hardest thing I've ever went through.
I'm sure daddy thinks about you too.
He probably wonders if you would have played football,
thats his favorite sport ya know.
I guess we will never know I'm sorry mommy's baby.
I miss you more then you will ever know.