I was almost close to suicide,
When suddenly I had to decide,
Whether everyone wants me to live or die.
I will do anything, but cry.
Why is there so much pain deep down inside.
I have to get this out of my mind..,
Before I go back and change my mind.
No one believes that i will do it..,
Really to me,
It seems that there is nothing to it.
All the prep talk to me seems.,
So full of sh@#!.
Maybe i should.,
End up my life now.
No one really won;t care
Anyhow.
Will they?
No!
I know they will not.
I should go in the bathroom and hide,
then grab a knife, put it to my wrist,..
Because I'm close to suicide.
