Daily Stuggles

I know it's not that good but it's just an outlet so I don't go insane. I hope at least some people like it.

There's a hole in my heart, it's true
The hole that's there is shaped like you

Every waking moment, of you thinking
Maybe I'll turn back to drinking

No, that caused too many problems before
Don't want to go down that road, I'm sure.

Wish I could change my life to what it should be
So many struggles that are deep within me

Just to hear your voice eases my pain
There's so much more I should be sayin'

Want to pour my emotion out and let you know
The efforts and distance I am willing to go

Mistakes I've made in the past are done
I know with all my hear you are the one

"I love you" is not enough to describe how I feel
I get the idea that this is a done deal.

Don't want to move on or give up trying
But everyday I feel like dying.

Wish I didn't turn your love away at first
Now with this loneliness I am cursed

Live with regrets every moment of every day
Guess for now there is nothing left to say

Like I said, I know it's not that good. More thoughts on paper than an actual poem. Feels good to get it out though.