Here, misplaced

Flat foot/ and sinking
on ground
with dead sound,
/stars shaking about sundrops(!)
calling and sawing (gnawing at me)

into a better
place (but where
could it be ?)

flow out to space!
(/never out of breath
or love,
all in shadows)~
but I have no
power to leave
this land
that screams to me
--and around us

the noise on my
earth
bleeds
out my ears

into space from the sky
-------and I am never to exist.

**I know this is an odd poem, so take that into consideration when reading/commenting.