Sorrow

I don't want to brag myself on,
Nor say that I'm the queen
Of all the great in this world.
But, I've always tried to be at least a good girl.

Always study hard, to get an A
And I always get it, but, hey,
What about love?
What about the other parts of my life?

It's like I always get an F,
On the field of love.
It's like I'm never good enough,
Never deserving somebody's love.

What are to me those A's,
when I care about those F's
That I get every time I try,
whenever I try to fly
On those wings of happiness...
On those wings of love so strange to me.

Why can't I get you?
Why do I love you?
Why don't you feel me?
Am I so invisible that you can't even notice me?

You do no harm to me...
You just don't love me...
And I understand that,
I try to handle it...

Oh, the pain!
So much sorrow!
I wanna scream my pain out!
I wanna scream out my sorrow...

I wish to don't wake up in the morning.
I wanna feel no more pain.
I wanna be free...

But, I can't.
If you don't love me,
There are people who do.
My beloved family.
The will cry for me.
I mustn't hurt them.
I can't be so selfish.

I put a smile on my face
So the others would think I'm fine.
While my heart bleeds,
And I die inside.
From so much pain....
So much sorrow!