Fire Side Chat "Lesson Learned"

I am in a bad dream
I cant get out of
how does the world see me
how do i perceive myself

wake up to reality
and the dreams seems so much better though
to be so young and not in control hurts
the lessons learned in life both harsh and wonderful
are beautiful tips of pain

cry and pain though i wake up to see
the mirror spectrum of what people make of me
its all justs nonsense words put together to make yourself feel happy for that one second of complete eternity of self worth we don't find in ourselves but look for someone else to see

either way it goes its just one foot wrong
one step back to take two steps forward