Are You Trying To Leave Me?

Are you trying to leave me?
Do I just not hear?
Said you don't want to hurt me
Why do you keep me near?

Me and you have a history
You and I have a past
It has taken us 25 years
To find a LOVE that would last

Though you will never admit it
You know you must do what is right
Can't live in a dreamlike illusion
Can't continue to keep up the lie

You're heart still begs me to hold on
Speaks in language no one else hears
It tells me to keep on fighting
Not to let you waste all of these years

You know I can't hold on forever
Again wait for our paths to re-cross
Just tell me that you really love her
I'll walk out and accept the loss

It's a shame our love had to be wasted
Wished I could've loved enough for two
Sometimes I wish I had never
Fallen so deeply in Love with you

Never thought that we'd be separated
In my heart I believed that we'd last
Planned to spend our whole lives together
Now that dream will not come to pass

Don't know how I'll live life without you
Don't know how much more I can take
Can my words possibly move you?
This decision is only yours to make

If 3 years vs. 3 months brought confusion
And your heart was torn between two
Then the years that we spent together
Must not have meant much to you?

If you really knew that you loved me
You would not need time to decide
To me you would have come running
Not be hindered by anger and pride

I tried to become part of your plan
Just to show you how great it would be
But I have to be with a LOVER
Who needs no other LOVER but me

You had many opportunities to save us
From the biggest mistake that we'd make
Could've worked on this love together
Took no chances now nothing to save

I will always remember our good times
I will never forget the bad
When you held me and I was protected
From the world and all that was sad

As I end these words written for you
Coming straight from the depths of my soul
You have proved to me over and over
Without you I will never be whole