I don't know where you went,
You just vanished from my life.
These are the moment I need you most,
And I still can't help but fight.
Because, even though you gave up on me,
I made a promise to you.
I swore I'd always be here for you,
And I told you I would never give up on us two.
So I sit here and I think of us,
And I wonder what I did wrong.
They say absence makes the heart grow,
But as I sit here, tears drop and I listen to our song.
I wonder if your heart hurts as bad as mine,
And I wonder if you miss me this much.
Because I don't know how long I can last,
You were the only boy I could trust.
You still have my heart in your hands,
So if you don't want it, please give it back.
Because if you can move on,
Then maybe I should too; get my life back on track.
Maybe I should forget about you,
Maybe I should push you away.
Because it seems as though you've done that,
Maybe I shouldn't stay.
I don't think I should hold on anymore,
It feels like you're never going to come home.
Maybe you never really wanted a family,
And maybe I'm supposed to end up alone.
Because I can't imagine my life without you,
And I don't know what it would be like to love another guy.
Because you were supposed to be my one and only,
You weren't supposed to give up on you and I.
I was supposed to be your wifey,
And we were supposed spend a life time.
You weren't supposed to leave me hurting,
We were supposed to grow old, I'd keep you in line.
But things change in this life,
And I feel like I'm weak and going to die.
I've loved you all this time,
But we lost the sparkle in our eyes.
Eventually I'll meet ends, I'll be okay,
Maybe it won't hurt so bad when I hear your name.
I'm going to miss your love,
But it's time to move on, I'm done with your games.
You'll always be in my heart,
It'll always be, forever you and I.
Because you were my one and only,
And I still love you, even though you make me cry.
I was rooting for you, waiting for you to come back,
I had dreams that you held me close.
I guess those are just dreams now,
I miss hearing you love me, that's what I miss the most.
Even though I say I'm going to move on,
I probably never will.
Because you were the only one that made me happy,
And your old letters do, still.
I miss you more than anything in this world,
You are my heart, my soul, my life.
It's so hard to wonder,
What my life is now going to be like.
I had it all in thought, I knew it would be perfect with you,
Now I have to rearrange my plans.
You won't be my husband, or the father of my kids,
And we will no longer being holding hands.
I miss you, so much... I wish you... would come back
