40 Days

I'm trying hard to let go
I wish I could forget
But somehow I keep longing for
The memories I regret

It's so painful to see you
It hurts to hear your voice
If I could, I would dismiss you
But I hardly have a choice

All that I can think of
Is the question that you offered
I guess it was more of inquiry
But yes, I want forever

I want all your promises
Just ask me one more time
All I know is all I want is
To not feel alone or cry

For taking you, I'll hate her
For forever is to see
Maybe I'll forgive her if
She offers apology

I'm trying hard to let go
I wish I could forget
But somehow I keep longing for
The days that I regret