Deep inside

I can't believe my life
And what it has done to me
I´ve been through so much
Its as if the devils pulling me down
And I'm grabbing hold
My heart can't take the pain no more
And one day i will let go
I will let go
And leave this life
I want to be free
but I feel as if i never will be
As the devil pulls at my heart
sheading it so dear
hope to move on to a better day
I cry my endless tear
Hoping to never wake