I never wanted you to feel this way
When you have no idea what to think or feel
When you have no idea how to help someone
I especially never wanted you to feel this way about e
I wish I could say its not true
I wish you had never guessed how I feel
I really want you to be happy
Now I'm totally ******* that up
I hope you know I don't want to leave you
Out of everyone you are the person I care most about
I never wanted to make you worry about me
I only wish I could pretend I don't feel like this
But I know you would see right through me
You know so much about me
More than anyone has ever known
I could never begin to tell you how much you mean to me
I can't imagine how you felt when I actually tried to leave
But I know how you are feeling now
I am so sorry I cant make this any better for you
I wish I could actually think of the right things to say to you
I love you with the whole of my heart and will forever
