Confusion

Lost in my thoughts
mind is jumbled up
I cannot see straight
when will I be enough
I'm going insane
Lost in the dark
Running from conscious though
While reality becomes stark
I have to wish to see the light
no desire to be with you
But I cannot run, I cannot hide
I cannot explain
That my feelings for you are not True.

So here i will sit
Confused in my mind
Til' someone can guide me
Through the darkness
until a path we can find.