THE PAIN OF REALITY...

by meliLOVE   Dec 18, 2008


I'M SORRY.
I KNOW ITS 2 LATE 4 THAT
BUT I HAVE 2 LET U KNOW.
I DIDN'T MEAN 2 HURT U.
I HONESTLY I DIDN'T KNOW.

ITS KILLING ME INSIDE BUT I KNOW
ITS NOT AS BAD AS THE PAIN U
WENT THROUGH.
I DIDN'T KNOW THE DRUG WOULD
EFFECT U IN THAT WAY.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND I DIDN'T WANT U
2 GO AWAY.
IT KILLS ME EVERYDAY.
JUST THE THOUGHT OF THAT DAY WILL
NEVER GO AWAY.

I TOLD U IT WAS JUST WEED AND
EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK.
U WERE SCARED AND U SAID U DIDN'T
WANT 2 GO THAT WAY.
I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT U MENT
BY THAT.
SO INSTEAD OF SAYING OK AND LETTING
U GO UR OWN WAY.
I HAD 2 B A BAD FRIEND AND PRESSURE
U IN.

IT WAS A MISTAKE I'M SORRY.
I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND I WAS SO DUMB
AND SO YOUNG.
REALITY DIDN'T KICK IN UNTELL I SEEN
U TWITCHING.
I STARTED 2 FREAK OUT I EVEN TRYED 2
GIVE U MOUTH 2 MOUTH.
NOTHING WOULD HELP I NEW THEN I DID
SOMETHING WRONG.
I THEN NEW WHAT U MENT BY GOING THAT
WAY BUT IT WAS 2 LATE.

ALL I COULD DO WAS SCREAM AND PLEAD
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALL I WANTED U
2 DO WAS BREATHE PLEASE.
AS UR BODY TURNED COLD AND BLUE
ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS WHAT WAS
I GOINA DO.

THEY CALLED 4 AN AMBULANCE I NEVER
LEFTED UR SIGHT. ALL I COULD DO
WAS CRY AND BEG 4 U 2 FIGHT 4
UR LIFE.

ON THE WAY 2 THE HOSPITAL THEY
TOLD ME ALL THEY COULD DO WAS TRY
NO PROMISES WERE SAID BUT I ALREADY
NEW THE TRUTH.MY BEST FRIEND WAS DEAD AND THERES NOTHING I COULD DO 2
CHANGE THAT FACT.
I WISH I COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK.
ONE LAST CHANCE.
PLEASE COME BACK.

WHEN WE GOT 2 THE HOSPITAL THEY
SAID IT WAS *D.O.A*
OH MY GOD THATS ALL I COULD SAY.

I LOST MY BEST FRIEND OVER SOMETHING
DUMB ITS ALL MY FAULT WHAT HAVE I
DONE.
PLEASE DON'T HATE ME THATS ALL I
ASK.
ILL LOVE U 4EVER I SWEAR 2 THAT.

THAT DAY WILL NEVER FADE FROM
MY MIND.
ITS ALL MY FAULT MY BEST FRIEND
DIED.

**BASED ON A TRUE EVENT.**
***R.I.P..>

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