A Girl's Last Night

As I lay motionless
I listen to the night
as it takes over my mind
it soars over my head like a kite.

The blade to my left.
The gun to my right.
My soul is gone by theft.
I hold the new wound tight.

As the pain consumes me.
I become numb.
All I search for is the key,
that tells me why am I so dumb?

As the blood pours
A pool is created of the crimson color
The blood comes from the core
I swear i could never be any duller

I just waited as the dark pool got larger.
It was then that it sank in.
Everything got some much darker.
It was then that it went dim.

I watch over them from the clouds.
Acting as a Guardian Angel.

Keeping a close watch on all of them,
all of the people i left behind.
All of there tears look like little gems.
Why was i so blind.

I thought i was unloved and unwanted.
They are all crying about me.
Now i shall be haunted,
cause no one did this except for me...