I'm Not Alright

This dreams cross again
This battle I fight
Is the nightmare in my brain
I'll lose the war tonight
The pain is always here
Leaving me in a lonly state
Nothing left but fear
I only have myself to hate
The addiction is a habit
One I can't break
Leaving me in a pit
My life, it will take
I have nothing left
To give away
I wish I had never left
On that fateful day
The words consume
Like the stars of the night
I'm facing my doom
Because I know that I'm not alright