Said and Done

For Chris.

When everything was said and done
I was the one with a loaded gun.
I trusted you and gave my fate.
Only to find that I came too late.

I wanted you and you wanted me
But sometimes things aren't meant to be.
I hate you now. Yes, hate is strong.
But you're a jerk and you were wrong.

I hope you see these little words
To be the truth and I hope you're hurt.
Because I'm tough and you are scared

I needed you but you weren't there.

You told me lies and bent my hope.
I hold the power that you can't hold.
My core is strong, I have more love.
More than you could ever dream of.

So take this lesson, heed my words.
I'll forget you and hope it hurts.
You screwed me up, but that's okay.
Cause. I. Don't. Need. You. Anyway.