-This is a poem i actually sent to my boyfriend when he was acting cold towards me and him and i were fighting.-
i know i can be overdramatic and extremely needy,
i know that im confused and dont know the real me,
i know that you dont need anyone; your fine on your own,
but isnt life just a little better when your not so alone?
i know that about me- you dont really care.
and i know that you know how much i want somebody there.
i know i get annoying and can babble constantly,
im just really trying to figure out who im supposed to be.
i know that sometimes you can really hate me,
and i apologize, for i know the ways i can be.
but i really love being around you,
and i simply adore the absolute nothings that we do.
i love when you sleep over and how you make me smile,
remember when you promised you'd stay, if only for a while?
i love it when you hold my hand and hug me by my waist,
and how just your touch can leave me feeling dazed.
i love how you hold me before we go to sleep,
and every time you kiss me, i swear my knees go weak.
i really dont care how gay you think i sound,
because everything i've searched for, in you i have found.
i even love it when you ridicule me,
and open up my eyes to flaws i dont want to see.
you know exactly who you are and you dont give a f**k,
you've gotten over the fact that life and people suck.
ive never heard you lie or sugar coat whats true,
these are a few of many reasons why i want to be with you.
so im asking you to not give up on this just yet,
because the way i feel towards you i cant easily forget.
everything you are is everything i want to be,
so im begging you please stay? and help to make a better me?
