WHY

How can you stand there and tell me that lie
How can you stand there with him after all that pain
Ya i know that hes your son
but I'm your daughter
does that not count for anything anymore?
How can i show you that I'm just as important as him
what do i have to do!
You want me to put one more cut on my wrist?
You want me to start doing what he does?
If i die! will that show you who i am and what i want
because all i ever wanted to show you that I'm just as important as your son

But I'm done trying
Don trying to get your attention
Don trying to be better then him
But that will never happen
Why cant you just see that i love you and want to make you proud
and that's its not all about him all the time
i just shut my self away from you and dad so i don't have to let you guys down again.
Even if i do something good i still let you down its not fair

But here i go again trying to prove you wrong
will i ever stop trying
stop caring what you think
stop trying to be who you want me to be
stop trying it all?