How

How am i to speak the words
when im not allowed to talk
mouth is sealed shut
i cant say how i feel

I need to let it out
someone has to know
slowly falling apart
cause of the pain i can never show

I am suppost to be strong
live with this curse
but with whats going on
things just keep getting worse

How is a girl suppost to feel
when the word is crumbling down
she cant speak the words she needs to
cant talk or make one single sound

** not one of my best.