I am lying to you !or am i?

I don't love you, and I am not in love with you
And my life is not depending on your smile too
And you are not the only one in my heart
You have like 15 other girls to share your part

And all of them are of magnificent beauty
And the ugly of those girls is 100 time more pretty
And When I see your face you made me touch the sky
And I don'tt get crazy except from a look from your eyes

And I don't deny, that I when I draw you it was a phase
And I forget to cut you out and your face erase
I sang you much songs of love, and many words of lust
So you don't see what I am really am, that was a must

Do you remember all my big promises to you.
And even to the moon, I will make the wish come true.
And did you think ever, from where I can have a ship
To take you from here to there, and just for a kiss on your lips?

And if you want even the sun, like the one up there
I will wrap you one in a present like it, with all my care.
And you know very much that I don't have a sun
That I can give you in a present, so wake up Hun.

And you remember all the love mails I sent
It was a mistake. Not to you, they should be sent
And when I was calling you my love my doll
I was forgetting your name so I used these to call

And the kiss you dream off and you mark as great day
I trip on the floor and fell on you and the kiss happen your way
And at last if you want to know what I really mean in this
Or if the real meaning about me you really miss

I tell you read this poem again, line by line
And open your mind and don't let your angriness shine
I just mean the exact opposite of the words said
And I am really sorry for those that got miss led.