You Play The Criminal, I'll Play The Victim

Where do I turn?
What do I do?
Unable to stop
Thinking about you

I vent to a friend
Just a momentary release
From the pain in my heart
That refuses to cease

My mind wanders
To memories of past years
My eyes start to burn
From held back tears

"Don't live in the past"
Is what they all say
But the present is miserable
Now that you've gone away

I struggle to persist
Wanting to end it here
Waiting for three beautiful words
To wash away all my fear

It seems you've misplaced them
Among you're words of betrayal
Now all I have is another sad memory
A quite depressing tale

This is not the first time
You've left me battered and defeated
Forcing me to watch
As you walk away all too conceited

I doubt it will be the last either
For I do love you so
I can't stop now
I can never let you go