20 Things I hate about him

I hate the way you ask "what's new?"
when you know I don't want to answer you
I hate your ugly short sleeve shirt
and the way you made me hurt

I hate it when you say "Don't act like a boy!"
and I ask for a G.I. Joe and you get me a girl toy
I hate the way you stare at what I wear
and when you criticise my short hair

I hate the way you liked his girl
but when I talked about mine it made you hurl
I hate how you couldn't accept my life
and that I don't want a husband I want a wife

I hate it when you act real mean
and the fact you won't see me turn fifteen
I hate that you won't be here
for the Christmas that's so near

I hate listening to songs through and through
just because it reminds me of you
I hate staring at the picture of you on my wall
because every time it makes me bawl

I hate the way you're still around
but the metal walls keep you bound
I hate that your so close but so far away
and how everyday I wonder if you're okay

I hate how I won't stop loving you
even if I tried, it would never be true
I hate that I'll grow up like you had
with a mom to love but not a dad