Guilt from the knife.

Why does it have this much power
Why so much control
I can't help but crave it
Silent screams from my soul

I don't want to do it anymore
I gave up that life
Stopped the violence against myself
I gave up the knife

Depression consumes me
More than ever before
Mean while deep inside
My heart and soul are at war

Just touching a knife
Makes my whole body shake
Bad thoughts enter my head
And my life I want to take

I refused to give in
As the cravings took over me
I closed my eyes at night
And pain was all I could see

I couldn't take it anymore
To the cravings I gave in
Someone help me through this
Help me stop my sin.

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My cry for help...

Renee
xx