Secret Admirer

As I admire from afar,
I realize you are the only star,
That I have seen in this dark, cold night,
And being with you just feels right.

However, things have gone amiss,
I am not the one you desire and by this,
I am not sure of what to do,
Or how to make my feelings known to you.

The fear of losing you, though you are not mine,
Makes me feel like a piece of vulnerable twine,
About to be cut, by scissors, apart,
Into pieces will be my sanity and heart.

So without your knowledge I will secretly fight,
With all my courage, cunning, and might.
That one day you and I will be together,
Through rain, through storm, through the darkest of weather.

Though, of my true identity you may be an inquirer,
I will remain till the time comes, Your secret admirer.

xx