Sleepless Night

Here I am again in another sleepless night.
I wouldn't want to be dreaming even if I could.
Down this tunnel of queries, no end in sight.
This night's filled with thoughts bad and good.

I can remember all these things that happened in the past.
When I think about this, it takes me back to happier moments.
But everyone's past also has its share of sadnesses.
On a lonely night, I take trips to this, my former present times, as well.

I find myself thinking about this more than the other two.
I ponder what went wrong, if there was anything I could do.
Each one a different case, each had different mistakes.
When added together, they form the perfect heartbreak.

So much to think about, so much coming to me.
In my most quiet times, this is all in my head.
Will I be able to sleep at all, yeah, eventually.
When I close my eyes, I'll have dreams instead.

xx