Emptieness Eternal

I pull the knife out from the drawer, contemplating wondering, then it hits me then i cry my life so empty,is not worth fighting for. i then look back at all ive done and all ive thought, all thats there is darkeness and despair,i grow weary of this world, nothing for me not a whimper of hope,the world glows bright for just a moment,the essence of life now leaves my veins,i do not fear and do not care, the world grows dark, light whimpers away thoughts and memorys are nothing now life is ended my salvation is here