Am i wasting my tears on something that won't last
am i shedding tears for a reason
for how long will i keep crying
will i ever find the man that will just be there and care
all i ever desire is not be pushed around
i don't want to beg for attention i just want to get it
maybe im asking too much
but a phone call once a day would be nice
i hate to keep calling you to only never have you answer the phone
until late night if so......
is it too much wanting to be held
to be told you're being cared for when having a bad day
without me saying it first
with the man i been with close to six months
i care about him more then the world can see and imagine
he makes my heart beat faster then life when he's around
and i do think we can get better in time
but how much time will it take?!?!?!?!?
how am i suppose to know if im not wasting my tears
my worst fear of all is i'll loose the man of my life
and truth be told he dosen't really buy the fact that i'll do anything for him
please comment and rate
i'll return the favor
~neta~
