Str8 From The Heart Full of Sin

Open the halls that I'm in
How I'm I to be blessed, when inside I'm effected with the sin?
Scared by things I never seen
Cause in my dreams
I'm murdered by these things
Echos full of screams
But no one hears my crys
Lord just give me a chance to live be 4 I die
To be held and hope that its ok
Hoping it will all happen one day
So I smile 4 the life I've lived
I smiled that while
I never hated I loved
Even when i was young
Watching my brothers kill mothers with drugs