Being betrayed

I believed in her.
I trusted her.
I loved her.
I've read her chat logs with a guy.
She said she forgot her bag on his car.
She said she missed him so much.
She said to me .. you're the only thing I've got.
I cared about her so much.
How could she do this to me ??
I let go of everything just to stay near to her.
I didn't know that she's been lying to me.
And now I'm blasting inside.
Can't express how I'm feeling now.
I'm burning... I'm breaking down.. I'm falling apart.
I just can't stop my tears.
She doesn't reply my messages.
How could you baby ?? how could you.
I did everything I can for you.
I've never betrayed you.
From dawn to night .. You're the only thought in my mind.
I just can't believe .... I thought you're different.
You're special .. but you turned out a bit.h
I hate you .. I hate you ... I fu8king hate u