I wish....

Some days i sit up in the kitchen
wondering how to get on with my life
i think about you everyday and night,nothing can help me really win this fight
tears are streaming down my face, everything right now is just out of place
I wish you were still here everything would be great
i wish you never got sick,i wish i could just see your face
i look into the yes of the boy u once had
he doesn't seem the same,his life's different, hes changed
i wish you were still here to guide him through his life,hes not the shining light anymore that i saw in him those nights
hes fading away from everyone,especially me
i wish you were still here to make him the greatest he can be

Dedicated to my best friend R.I.P on his b-day January 31st 2003
plz coment it would mean oh so much