Lost all sight

Losing all sight,
as I realize I just lost the fight.
I can't feel anything the room is spinning,
you did everything to keep me from winning.

as my world comes crashing down,
i fall to the ground
I don't feel a thing,
except the pain in my heart worsening.

it feels like a knife is ripping through my heart,
and this is just the start,
tears fog my eyes,
as i replay all your lies.

It feels as though I can't breathe,
why did you have to leave,
you were everything to me,
if only you would see.

I told you without you I would die,
this was the truth not just some lie,
the gleaming metal pressed to me throat,
as I think of the words you wrote.

I know I can't make it without you,
as the knife cuts deeper it is true,
my life is coming to a end,
and I just completed a unforgivable sin.

The end is near,
and I have no more tears,
close my eyes,
and move closer to the light.